The aspects of my life that make me feel so alive are often the ones filled with the many different contrasts that life presents in any given moment.
As I walked out my front door early this morning, the first thing to greet me was the soft glow of the silver crescent moon smiling down at me, waiting to walk with me to work.
The air is still at this time of the morning, the only sounds that follow my footsteps in the morning twilight is the orchestra of crickets, chirping in the night and the leaves that whisper as the a soft wind playfully dances through the trees.My cousin’s wife Carol Anne died yesterday at 2:30 pm.
She had breast cancer that metastasized into her brain.
She was only 37 years old.
There’s a part of me that feels a sadness that threatens to consume and drown me in sorrow….but there is also another part that overflows with a gratitude that inspires me to embrace the delicate contrasting beauty within my life, of which has provided me with the very opportunity to actually live my life.
There is a fragile balance that leads me to the understanding of how fortunate I am. Based upon the life I have lived for many years I should be dead.
I am not.
I am alive.
There is a bridge that I have to cross each morning to reach my workplace. It stretches high over the expressway, offering a spectacular view of the sun as it rises from the darkened horizon, spilling it’s light into the morning.
Someone had posted up signs and pictures all over the fence that line the edges of the bridge. Pictures glued askew of a beautiful young girl surrounded by colorful bubble letters on florescent poster board with…
“Happy 20th Birthday”
“We miss you so much”
“You were taken from us too soon”
I stood there reading the memorial made for this young girl that had died so young. Tears streamed down my face and my heart filling with a sadness of the loss. But in the very same moment I became filled with a feeling of gratitude for my own life.
Some aspects of life hit me harder then others, while some remind me more then others to embrace this life that I now live. To continue to chase my dreams and be inspired by the moments of life that caress my spirit and sooth my soul.
I am filled with a gratitude that I can’t find the words of which could adequately describe in such a way that would be sufficient.
Thank you Jimmy K. for creating the path I would one day find myself walking upon some 53 years after you began your journey.
And thank you God for everything.
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